Okay, so apologies up front with this one. First one for the immense drought in updates; I post two and then dry up for like 912 weeks or something. Second, and final, apology is for the upcoming post: I imagine it will be long, and most probably wank. So... there you have it: I'm sorry!
Music. I'm at university now, and have been for nearly a year already. When you're at uni, you're supposed to go into this 'adult' phase, which allegedly just involves having lots of random encounters of a sexual nature, and listen to lots of really bleak but meaningful lyrics. Being a student is when you discover The Smiths, when you stumble upon The Doors, when you hear Nirvana or Radiohead
properly for the first time. I've listened to and loved these artists for an absolute age, and The Doors are still my favourite band, but that's just it. I've done this already. On the train back from Nottingham, I listened to Vampire Weekend, I enjoyed the songs of MGMT, I heard TV on the Radio. I'd never listened to the latter at all, and even though I'd had all three bands' albums on my iPod for months, I'd only heard a couple songs by the first two. Whilst the lyrics may not be particularly deep or meaningful, the overall sound of these bands is upbeat, and is just... happiness. These are the bands I'm discovering while here. I'm not entirely sure where I'm going with this, so just bear with me a moment. I guess what I'm trying to say is this: my 'bleak period' is over. Done with already, gone. University is not my bleak period, and it's somehow taken me this long to realise it. On the train back from Nottingham, I was happy.
Nottingham was... well, amazing. I swear we'd been walking across the rolling green hills of the campus for a good twenty minutes before my best friend mentioned that we had covered "probably about a quarter". I thought Chester was a nice campus, but this was just... Their summer party thing was incredible. Chester has Scott Mills and Girls
Allowed. That's not even a typing mistake. Nottingham had a big grassy field or two with a few dance tents, a fairground ride, a main stage, food vendors and a couple bars. Oh, and about a hundred portaloos. These fields are also on campus, by the way. The bands? The Futureheads, Ladyhawke and Pendulum. Yeah okay, so we missed Pendulum because we were drunk enough to go home early, but I hadn't seen Chris in ages and -- I won't even try to defend my drunkenness. Even then, The Futureheads and Ladyhawke. Pretty incredible, if you ask me. I had fun, naturally. Everyone there was gorgeous as well, I swear. It was a bit unsettling, je pense I stuck out like a sore thumb. A sore thumb with massive hair. Part of me wishes I'd studied harder, not been such a frigging slacker and got into my first choice. Nottingham, studying German with my best friend. Part of me would probably like to turn back the clocks a bit, not fucked up, and started living on that beautiful campus. However. However... There is a much larger portion of myself that is content where I am. I am at Chester. It's not as good a university as Nottingham. But I'm happy. The city is beautiful; I've made a number or amazing friends; a certain person has switched positions in my life. I am more than content with the here and now. I'm seeing Bill Bailey in like a week, with one awesome person and one amazing one. I'm travelling to France in like a month, with two awesome people and an amazing one. I'm moving into a new house only like a fortnight after that, with two awesome people and an amazing one. And Jamie. He's probably awesome too. Happiness has prevailed.
Nottingham could have been better anyway - there was a Buckley missing. I mean, I personally would have preferred Jeff but Tim would have been acceptable. Though equally impossible.
Trains are a funny thing. That sounds like a line a really bad comedian would say, but it's true. The journey to Notts was crap. Admittedly I had a nice chat with some random lady, and thoroughly enjoyed the start of
Perfume, but it was still just a little bit rubbish. The trip back, on the other hand... was quite lovely. I deemed
Perfume to be slightly too bleak to be read in such a mood, and instead opted to read The Independent. Admittedly that was hardly cheerful, but sod it. I listened to Vampire Weekend, TV on the Radio, Ladyhawke, MGMT, Maximo Park and T. Rex. I got ridiculously wet on the almost painfully long walk to the station during Nottingham's freak monsoon weather, and stayed soaked through until I got back to Chester, when it proceeded to rain heavily once more, almost as soon as I'd started walking. I was made to get on and off the same train three times in Derby, due to it being broken, then not broken, then... rinse and repeat. This, combined with the wetness and the cold of Derby, meant I was blatantly hypothermic, and I nearly died. No joke. Well, maybe a bit of an exaggeration. Then I was shunted to a different carriage, because mine had broken. Then I was shunted back again, because it hadn't. It was basically the worst game of musical chairs ever played. Except there was no music. So it was the worst game of chairs ever played. And that's not even a game! And whilst this sounds sad and moany and whiney... It was possibly the best train journey I've ever experienced. Again with the happiness. I'm probably beginning to grate a bit now.
Things change. I'm a worrier; I'm perhaps a bit afraid of change. But change is good! Change is necessary. Maybe... maybe I have even come to appreciate change. Huzzah! I realise that this is all just utter shite, but I don't even care. This is some random, crappy rant about everything, and it's not even a good rant because the only good rants are about bad things. And now I'm ranting about rants. Sod it, I'm happy and so should you be. If you're not happy, then get happy dammit. No one likes a sad face. This is still rubbish; just my wank musings on life. I've tried to be all deep and philosophical and meaningful but, like My Chemical Romance, I have failed miserably. I've rambled about trains, music and weather. Rather shallow and inconsequential, but I've written something. I've written some wank musings on life, and I like it.
I have a date tonight.